It's been so long since I blogged that I don't even know how to catch up on everything.. So instead I'm just going to start fresh.
We just celebrated my sons FIRST birthday and I can't believe it.
First I can't believe how fast this last year went.. But I also can't believe that I have a ONE year old.
I have always wanted to me a mom. Always. When everyone was picking their careers and thinking of what they wanted to be when they grew up.. I wanted to be a mom.
Of course I had a "job" in mind and I went to college and got a degree, but I can honestly say that for the past year I have been doing my dream job.
It is full time, over time, 24/7, 365 days a year, weekends, holidays and every other negative you can think of... But I absolutely LOVE it.
No my life is not perfect. Actually probably the exact opposite. My house is rarely ever clean, and if you happen to come over and it is clean, then you better believe that I just did the quickest clean known to man before you walked in the door. My hair is mostly dry shampoo. And my make up is probably a couple of days old and only half on. But I LOVE what I do.
My son is my world. And so is my husband. Recently I have found a more positive outlook on things and appreciation for all of the hard and frustrating times. They happen every day, and usually multiple times a day.. But that's ok. And most of the time I'm not the most patient person, and I lose my temper with my son and husband, and that's ok. I am doing my best and all I can try for is to be better than I was the day before.
That's all any of us can do really!